The Drowning

by Lindsay Rockwell

      The Drowning

 

After the pulling           her blank breath

we red-eyed            no grip no       hand to hold

after the pulling        a pall          shrouded the beach

wind barely sifted the summer heat          shock

swallowing          pulling          as if a gigantic star dying

as if dying carved             of an unknown element

we cannot       name       or hold its scent    its scent

shadow and remembrance            remember how              

she lay there         after the pulling            and you

after they took her away            you outlined

the weight of her lain too long unmoving

your finger    trembling      tracing     you almost

lay down too          almost crawled inside her imprint

I watched you      you so lost        we so silent

soaked       in our stunning      we and she        and all          

our edges disappearing            when the tide came

Lindsay Rockwell

Lindsay Rockwell is poet-in-residence for the Episcopal Church of Connecticut and hosts their Poetry and Social Justice Dialogue series. She’s published, or forthcoming, in CALYX, Gargoyle, Radar, The Dewdrop, among others. Her first collection, GHOST FIRES, was published by Main Street Rag, April 2023.