Aphorism 42: If You Were As Innocent As You Pretend To Be We’d Never Get Anywhere
by John Blair
EKPHRASIS: “NYMPHS FINDING THE HEAD OF ORPHEUS,” JOHN WILLIAM WATERHOUSE, 1901
You watch the moon roll one-eyed out
of its cave to search for thieves & drunks
and hear voices a half-mile long fill the woods
with moonglades and longing with Maenads
and frenzies sweating light like fog onto a river
that’s just a long suture sewn with snags to pull
it tight beneath the mast on which a muse
will mount your throbbing severed head
so you can sing the low rain-fiddle of loss,
empty shirt beaten on the rocks until the rocks
themselves are worn away, and the moon
never blinks not even once, wary and grim
and a little disappointed perhaps to catch you,
tender in your sleeves, too shy to stare back
for long with your two good eyes your one
good tune, little worm of wistful, little well
of inklings, last word in a litany of tongues
with which to sing yourself to sleep,
nobody crooning with nobody’s voice
a lullaby that no one else can hear.
EKPHRASIS 8: “BIRDS,” GERHARD RICHTER, 1964
This many birds by a river is a sign
of indolence the cats in their kitchens
licking privilege like a paw in praise
of the best and happiest kind of violence
only to a reputation they couldn’t as cats
care less about the bell on each collar
silent as a shiver through the windows
from which they watch the wrens
and this many birds in a field new-plowed
and glowing to itself is fever burning away
terrible things dug deep into fallow fields
of tissue polished by the silver passing shares
of scalpels the birds precise as surgeons
sewing the world to itself with their hunger
then sewing the sky to the world
with the motion of their beginning
to take flight and this many birds
in a dream of flying is just hunger
tugging you up towards the sun
& something is always there flying right
beside you crying out like Daedalus
to warn you about ecstasy & the folly
of your own foolish heart.
EKPHRASIS 16: “UNTITLED (EXPULSION),” FRED TOMASELLI, 2000
Imagine a man and a woman separated
by divine will from the divine itself
how they stand together in their abstract
trepidation about What Awaits Us Out There
stranded on a horizonless plain of grass and stars
side by side like stones like exceptions in
and of themselves as baroque as any real number
who together exist as Platonic ideals of everything
that limits us to our vulnerable inevitable selves
and say that this day that they’re living is every day
that’s worth living wholly to its end and when
that end comes these two will be nothing more
than clouds of fraught probabilities slashes
in the fabric of a bright black sky statistical
accidents like wind or waves or love their bodies
a kind of Thou and I disguised as light
disguised as enumerations of births and deaths
as blood and nerves as abstract suns as pyres
waiting to be lit in the now and always now
that is all the moments in which they stand
mid-step for the sake of us all afraid
of this life and every other that no one
ever asked them to live.

John Blair
John Blair has published six books, most recently Playful Song Called Beautiful (University of Iowa Press, 2016) as well as poems & stories in The Colorado Review, Poetry, The Sewanee Review, The Antioch Review, New Letters, and elsewhere. His seventh book, The Aphelion Elegies, is forthcoming this spring from Main Street Rag Press.