Quandaries
by Kevin McLellan
i. The Clearing
at the edge of a forest
seen from above, say
from an airplane, looks
like the back of this
man’s neck, the fine
hairline, a young man
who sits with his back
to me as I destroy
the heart-shape on top
of the cortado or
rather as I assert
a metaphor.
ii. Protrusions
draw attention to them-
selves and sometimes
out of context they’re
spectacles. For example:
a cactus arm on the floor
or antlers on the wall.
I can’t not look, and
sometimes I make men
uncomfortable. Leaps are
protrusions and pronouns
too. For example: a star-
fish arm fell off and she
grew back. Perhaps this
is why he can’t give up
cafés. Why I can’t stop
ordering cortados.
Kevin McLellan is the author of in other words you/ (winner of the 2022 Hilary Tham Capital Collection selected by Timothy Liu), Ornitheology (Massachusetts Book Awards recipient), Tributary, Round Trip and the book objects Hemispheres and [box] which reside in several special collections including the Blue Star Collection at Harvard University. He makes videos under the name Duck Hunting with the Grammarian which won Best Short Form Short at the LGBTQ+ Los Angeles Film Festival. It also was shown at the Flickers’ Rhode Island Film Festival, Berlin Short Film Festival, the Vancouver Queer Film Festival and others. Kevin lives in Cambridge, Massachusetts. https://kevmclellan.com/