Sighting Ourselves In at the City Dump Site
by J. Scott Brownlee
Attention clicks, blinks,
focusing—chambers clean
on each gun as it’s fully
loaded: marks at 50,
100 yards, 200 yards.
Slick shells scatter
like flies from a feast
of road kill. We are
shooting my dad’s 4-10,
30-ought-6—my best friend’s
.308 pistol he bought
six months after
losing his last gun:
an antique Luger
with a swastika
scratched out on its pearl-
smooth grip. (The sheriff
took it in a drug bust, then—
rumor has it.) He likes
this new gun, he tells me,
even more than the first.
It’s much lighter—
but uses the same
hollow points—takes
mere seconds to load,
even with a big clip—
is concealed easily,
and can be drawn
quickly if a situation
seems to require it.
“Pure speed,” he says,
“means everything. And
don’t you forget that.”
We are practicing shots
we know we’ll never take,
since we rarely lock
any doors here—just
gun cabinets, tool sheds,
sometimes cars that seem
worth protecting. But
who’d boost one of ours?
Mine’s a blue Chevy, busted up
something awful. And
my friend’s has a warrant
or two out on it—I think
maybe for speeding
or some other shit—so
no one will steal that.
-after Yusef Komunyakaa
J. Scott Brownlee is mysterious.